A. Well….I’m done seeking. Truly now for the past few years, I have watched, listened, contemplated and glimpsed and whatever else.; relief would come and go a lot. Now that I’ve watched and re-watched Tony Parsons, Jim Newman, Robert Wolfe, Sailor Bob, Paul Smit and many more (of the radical nonduality type)….there’s just nothing left to look at..I have to admit now that I’ve let go of seeking on the computer (or seeking has dissolved mostly), I experience depression….
B. I am in the same place/state, A. Some days I just wish it would all just end as soon as possible. On those days I take comfort from something Richard Sylvester said.”All are liberated at death, it just seems more chic to do it before !!”. Love and peace to all the lost and lonely ones who are crying out for release. I have been reliable informed that I will laugh about this all one day. Its the apparent time in between now and that day that gets me.lol.
C. A, depression is an invitation of watching it without touching it. It is energy. Maybe it’s time you apply what you read and embody non-duality.
A. Thanks for the comment…but, (always a but lol) I would like to see your instructions for ‘applying what you read and embody non-duality’…just sayin’
D. I can totally identify; A seemed to get a fix from reading or watching nonduality speakers of the radical type… i’m going to see Lisa Cairns in november but the fix is very short lived and i wish it would all end. Sending big hugs to you xx
A. I don’t understand myself….lol…and also not lol…