Who am I?

Sākṣī and ahaṃkāra in Vivekacūḍāmaṇi

(This is not a ‘Key term’ in the ‘Terms and Definitions’ series but may be regarded as such, since it further clarifies the meaning of the concepts of enlightenment and liberation and specifically addresses the distinction between sākṣi and ahaṃkāra, and the relevance of prārabdha karma for the jñānī.)

(Regular) readers will recall the long series (11) of posts that I made over 6 years ago on the topic of pratibandha-s. These were extracted from the first volume of ‘Confusions in Advaita Vedanta: Knowledge, Experience and Enlightenment’. In particular, they discussed the teaching of prārabdha karma and its applicability to a jñānī and the topics of jñāna phalam and liberation. The question ‘Who am I?’ was asked in the context of thinking and communication.

The answer to the question was that it was effectively a ‘mixture’ of ātman and intellect. I said that:

The only explanation is that who-I-really-am, ātman, becomes associated with the inert intellect, and the now-conscious buddhi is the one that becomes the knower. The knower is ‘I’, the real Consciousness, as if reflected in the intellect (cidābhāsa). Or the knower is effectively a ‘mixture’ of Consciousness and intellect. I, the ātman, become a figurative knower by virtue of my association with the buddhi. It is in this sense that the ‘knower’ of ātman is none other than the ātman Itself.

As was pointed out in the series of posts on Enlightenment and Liberation, neither enlightenment nor liberation can be associated with the ātman, which is already ‘free’ and cannot ‘do’ anything’. Nor can they be associated with a mind that is inert without reflected Consciousness.

There are many references in the Pratibandha series of posts (the last few parts specifically talk about post-Śaṅkara authors and teachers). I do reference Vivekacūḍāmaṇi but, at the time I was still only working my way slowly through the talks by Swami Paramarthananda on this work (which was probably not written by Adi Śaṅkara but is nevertheless an excellent ‘revision’ of most of the key topics in Advaita). In fact, I have still not finished listening to these, although now almost there!

One thing I seem to find is that every time I listen to a little more, I encounter something relevant to a topic that I have been writing or thinking about. And, listening to some yesterday, I found more on this topic of a ‘mixture’ of ātman and ahaṃkāra. It was so good that I asked ChatGPT to provide a summary of Swami P’s talks on Verses 442 – 453, which cover this question.

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Q: Could you provide a summary of the attached, highlighting the key points. I am particularly interested in the idea of the jīva being a ‘mixture’ of sākṣi and ahaṃkāra, the ‘status’ of the jñānī with respect to prārabdha karma, and the consequent distinction between enlightenment and liberation. Could you also indicate from which verse of Vivekacūḍāmaṇi you derive the key points. (Readers should note that the many versions of this text do not always agree on verse numbers. The ones given here tally with those in ‘The Crest Jewel of Wisdom’ translated by A J Alston with commentary by Hari Prasad Shastri.)

A (ChatGPT): Yes. The excerpt you uploaded (Swami Paramarthananda’s lectures on Vivekacūḍāmaṇi verses 442–446, with continuation into the discussion of karma) is fundamentally an attempt to reconcile three issues that often appear contradictory in Advaita:

  1. The jīva as a composite of sākṣī and ahaṃkāra.
  2. Whether a jñānī still has prārabdha karma.
  3. Whether enlightenment (jñāna) and liberation (mokṣa) are identical or distinct.

The key to Paramarthananda’s interpretation is that almost every statement about mokṣa must be qualified by asking: “From the standpoint of ahaṃkāra or from the standpoint of sākṣī?”


1. The jīva as a “mixture” of sākṣī and ahaṃkāra

Source

Primarily the introduction to verse 442. Paramarthananda argues that after Vedāntic inquiry we discover that the word “I” has two possible referents:

  1. Ahaṃkāra – the empirical individual (body-mind-cidābhāsa complex).
  2. Sākṣī – the witnessing consciousness, identical with Brahman.

Since these are never experienced separately, ordinary experience presents the jīva as a kind of inseparable combination:

“The word-I is a mixture of ahaṃkāra-I and the sākṣi-I.”

He is careful not to mean an ontological mixture in the strict sense. Rather:

  • ahaṃkāra cannot exist without consciousness,
  • sākṣī is never absent from ahaṃkāra,
  • therefore in experience the two are always found together.

This allows him to distinguish:

Ahaṃkāra-pradhāna aham

“I” viewed primarily as the empirical person.

Examples:

  • “I am a jñānī.”
  • “I am compassionate.”
  • “I still have anger.”
  • “I have vāsanās.”

All such predicates belong to ahaṃkāra, not to sākṣī.

Sākṣī-pradhāna aham

“I” viewed as pure consciousness.

Example:

  • “Ahaṃ brahmāsmi.”

Only sākṣī can be Brahman; ahaṃkāra can never be Brahman. (** Dennis comment: Of course, ahaṃkāra is mithyā. It must be Brahman from a pāramārthika standpoint – sarvam khalvidam brahma. **)

This distinction becomes the framework for everything that follows.


2. Enlightenment from the standpoint of sākṣī

Key verse: 442

vijñātabrahmatattvasya yathāpūrvaṃ na saṃsṛtiḥ

Paramarthananda interprets this radically. Once it is clearly understood that “I am not ahaṃkāra but sākṣī”, there is no question of attaining liberation in the future.

Why? Because sākṣī was never bound.

Therefore:

  • no real saṃsāra ever belonged to sākṣī,
  • no rebirth ever belonged to sākṣī,
  • no karma ever belonged to sākṣī,
  • no liberation newly arises for sākṣī.

The result is an extremely strong claim: Mokṣa is not an event. It is recognition of an already existing fact.

Paramarthananda repeatedly says: “I was, I am and I ever will be mukta.” Thus from the sākṣī standpoint:

QuestionAnswer
Is mokṣa gradual?No
Is there progress?No
Is there jīvanmukti and videhamukti?No meaningful distinction
Is there rebirth?Never was
Is there karma?Never was

3. Enlightenment from the standpoint of ahaṃkāra

Key verses: 443–445

Once the discussion shifts to the empirical person, everything changes. Here Paramarthananda accepts:

  • residual vāsanās,
  • habitual reactions,
  • emotional disturbances,
  • continuing psychological conditioning.

These all belong to ahaṃkāra.

Thus knowledge alone does not instantly transform the empirical personality.

The process becomes:

  1. jñāna,
  2. removal of doubts,
  3. weakening of viparīta-bhāvanā,
  4. gradual reduction of emotional reactions.

Hence he explicitly says: From the standpoint of ahaṃkāra, mokṣa is gradual. This is why nidhidhyāsana remains important.

Verse 443

The force of old vāsanās continues:

prācīnavāsanāvegāt…

These are weakened by sustained contemplation on non-duality.

Verse 444

Knowledge changes perspective. The world becomes increasingly recognized as mithyā. Consequently:

  • rāga weakens,
  • dveṣa weakens,
  • reactions become blunted (kuṇṭhita).

Yet Paramarthananda insists: Total elimination of reactions is impossible for ahaṃkāra. Only their intensity, frequency and duration are reduced.


4. Does the jñānī have prārabdha karma?

Key verses: 445–446

This is perhaps the most important section. Paramarthananda’s answer is: Yes and no. The answer depends entirely upon which “jñānī” you mean.

Ahaṃkāra-dṛṣṭyā

Yes. The enlightened mind-body complex continues under prārabdha. He says explicitly: “The jñānī’s ahaṃkāra can never be uniform.” Different jñānīs exhibit:

  • different health,
  • different circumstances,
  • different success,
  • different suffering,

because prārabdha continues.

Verse 445 is interpreted precisely in this way: The very fact that a jñānī continues to transact with the world demonstrates prārabdha.

Verse 446 adds: As long as there is experience of pleasure and pain,

sukhādy-anubhavaḥ yāvat

prārabdha must be admitted. Even bodily disease remains possible. The mind may still respond to bodily conditions. Only the reaction becomes milder.


Sākṣī-dṛṣṭyā

Absolutely not.

This is emphasized repeatedly in the continuation after verse 446. Paramarthananda states: sākṣi-dṛṣṭyā jñāninaḥ prārabdham api nāsti.

His reasoning:

  • karma belongs only to a doer,
  • sākṣī is akartā,
  • therefore sākṣī never possessed karma,
  • hence it cannot require freedom from karma.

Thus:

StandpointPrārabdha?
AhaṃkāraYes
SākṣīNo

5. Enlightenment versus Liberation

This is perhaps the most distinctive feature of the lecture. Paramarthananda effectively uses two notions of liberation.

Enlightenment

When knowledge arises: “I am sākṣī, not ahaṃkāra.” This is immediate and complete. From this standpoint:

  • liberation is already accomplished,
  • nothing further remains to be achieved.

Verse 442 is central here.


Liberation as transformation of the empirical person

When one continues to view oneself through ahaṃkāra:

  • vāsanās remain,
  • reactions remain,
  • emotional disturbances remain,
  • nidhidhyāsana is required,
  • gradual refinement occurs.

Hence:

  • jīvanmukti is a process,
  • videhamukti is the final exhaustion of prārabdha,
  • there are degrees of maturity.

The central thesis of the lecture

If I were to condense Paramarthananda’s teaching into a single sentence, it would be:

Enlightenment is immediate and absolute when viewed from the standpoint of sākṣī; liberation is gradual and only relative when viewed from the standpoint of ahaṃkāra.

Or, as he repeatedly phrases it:

Ahaṃkāra-dṛṣṭyā mokṣa is progressive and incomplete; sākṣī-dṛṣṭyā mokṣa is ever-accomplished and absolute.

One observation that may interest you in light of our earlier discussions: this interpretation makes the persistence of prārabdha entirely a matter of the empirical personality (ahaṃkāra). The real Self (sākṣī) is never touched by karma and therefore never literally undergoes either bondage or liberation. The distinction between “enlightenment” and “liberation” arises only because Paramarthananda is willing to discuss mokṣa from both standpoints simultaneously. From the strict sākṣī standpoint, there is no temporal gap between knowledge and liberation at all.

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